Yet when we meet someone and share that amazing love, maybe it's two awareness' coming together in the right moment to connect in the perfect flow of love between them? It is a true gift to be able to share that with someone else. Some people go through their whole lives not knowing that expansive love feeling inside of themselves or sharing that deeply with someone else.
So I wonder what is that pain of loving that much? Is it the ache of letting go at some point..is it the over flow of abundant divine energy pushing itself through our awareness that makes the pain? Is the pain a result of contracting and closure(fear) to actually having that much love for someone or having that much love inside of oneself?
The universe is always trying to tell us we are loved in small ways and big ways. Some people hear that whisper or roar and some do not. I have come to realize it is all just levels of awareness. We are created from love.
Do we give that kind of intense love to others in our lives? Do we give it to to the grocery store clerk, to the person who passes us on the walking trail? This morning I felt the ache and as I looked up to the persons dog I was petting..I opened my heart and then watched how in fear I closed myself down because I was afraid she wouldn't want my love, or maybe I was afraid she wouldn't give me love back? Although we smiled kindly at each other and parted ways, my heart though carried a little hurt because I some how knew I didn't give my love to her from the love I actually felt in my heart. Her dog however was fully loving and I thought how interesting it is that animals just keep on giving and they don't seem tied to the human condition.
What are we here for is something I ponder a lot? I think we are here to love, to be happy. To connect so deeply in those places in ourselves and then to give it away and to allow ourselves to receive it from others. Some days it seems so much easier than other days. But lately I wonder how much love can I truly give away if I have a hard time giving myself that same intense love.
Be blessed, be happy, please love yourself, forgiveness for yourself and for each other, love each other, love like there is no tomorrow.
I love you, thank you for reading.